tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31667903559546002482024-02-19T10:15:34.623-08:00SoMiraculousshort bits of prose, generally.SoMiraculoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12987671768182773777noreply@blogger.comBlogger105125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166790355954600248.post-22921042487802925322014-11-15T07:23:00.000-08:002014-11-15T07:33:52.191-08:00Mike Sowden Made Me Do It<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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Recently I started a new job. And a new life, well, a
continuation of life in a new place at least. This new place is Oxford. Ancient
Oxford that Philip Pullman so beautifully re-imagined in <i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">His Dark Materials</i> trilogy, that I sold from the children’s section
of Clifton Bookshop in Bristol, that, like the Green Leaf Bookshop after it,
where Banksy once sold prints for £50, is no longer with us. I would listen to
posh religious Cliftonites bemoan the atheist undertones of a book they hadn’t
even read and be spurred on to recommend more people buy this wonderful new
writing with God dust particles that were released every time the book was
opened and then quickly shut again. But anyway, back to Oxford. I always
imagined a world where I rubbed shoulders with the elite book-readers in the
hidden tunnels and rooms behind bookcases (there are always, always rooms behind
bookcases) where I was intellectually gifted enough to study Philosophy for no
certain reason and talk about the impossibility of ever ‘seeing’ string theory
with other academics as we sat around giant oak tables in ye olde pubs for
gnomes. We would saunter up the steps to the Museum of the History of Science
and gaze at the old globes with the ancient Latin constellations labelled
around the equator on gold-coloured brass. And look at those medieval
astrolabes I imagine were the inspiration for the alethiometer in <i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">Northern Lights</i>. But alas, I wasn’t
bright enough by academic standards for this to happen (go and take up this
discussion with the wonderful Ken Robinson if you have the time) so I went to
Bath Spa University to do their Creative Writing BA instead. I’m still holding
out for the day that Oxford University allow me to break into their Creative
Writing MA and hand over an honorary doctorate so I can feel special and loved
by the illuminati, but until then I’ll be the kid in the sweet shop, propelling
myself to a place where I am worthy of the sentiment. It was not long after
starting this new job that my esteemed peer Facebook colleague writer Mike
Sowden sent a little note my way. It said I was supposed to be writing. That
other people were saying I was supposed to be writing too. Just incase his
saying I was supposed to be writing wasn’t valid in itself. It wasn’t the first
time it had been said since I’d moved. I’d been to Athens for an annual
conference and my friend Candace, the sketch artist extraordinaire, had stared
into my soul (eyes) in a tea shop I had found entirely by accident on my way
back to the apartment a couple of friends and I were staying in, and she said,</div>
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<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>“Sophie, are
you doing what you want to be doing?” </div>
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“I have a plan, I am going to build this company and have
some money again and make enough to run away and write about all the things I
want to write about.”</div>
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I don’t think there was enough conviction in my voice or
something because she looked at me in <i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">that</i>
way. That way a non-believer-of-what-you-are-saying looks at you.</div>
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“well as long as you’re sure.”</div>
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“fuck you Candace,” is not what I said next. Perhaps what I
should have said was “fuck you Sophie,” which is what I thought. Followed by,
“are you doing the right thing? Is this what you want?”</div>
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The answer in that instance would probably have been yes and
no. In fact, a couple of weekends later, after my school friends and I had
walked three and a half hours up a Welsh mountain (hill) with the reward of a
pint of Swansea scrumpy and a welshcake in a pub overlooking Rhossili Bay at
the end of it, followed by tea and chips on Mumbles pier the next day, I asked
my friend Roxanne to all intents and purposes the same question, </div>
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“if you could be doing anything you wanted, if money was no
issue, what would you be doing?”</div>
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“Probably travelling and managing community projects as I
did it,” she said. </div>
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Although just seconds before she’d decided she wanted to
work on Lifeboats because we’d been into the RLNI centre and seen a really big
lifeboat and spoken to the lovely volunteer about working on lifeboats, but
anyway.</div>
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She isn’t currently travelling the world doing that but is
not far off – she’s been working with a community theatre project and taken two
short trips abroad with them.</div>
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I’m not writing full time. I went freelance for three and a
half years and earned a very small amount of money and felt trapped by the
copywriting I ended up doing instead of the writing I really wanted to be doing.
When I moaned about it my friend Kash told me I just wasn’t trying hard enough,
I wasn’t pitching hard enough. </div>
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But I hate pitching. When someone says no to me and they
don’t believe me because I don’t believe myself I run away and I hide. I don’t
pitch again. I eye the world with suspicion from my bedroom window. Who do they
think they are, these people outside? People with jobs and money and lives they
wanted? </div>
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But wait, which of those people really want what they are
doing. Which of those people are 100% doing what they want to be doing 100% of
the time (well, the % of the time when they are not eating biscuits or watching
films or sleeping).</div>
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So I thought about it a lot and I came to the conclusion
that I do have a plan. I am going to write. I am supposed to be writing. But I
am also one whole year younger than Candace, and um, I have a job. And I love
the job that I have, it’s exciting and I am building something and I like
building things and its nice to see other people and dress a bit more properly
after three and a half years either hiding under a blanket that also functions
as a jumper that another friend offered to (told me she was going to) throw in
the bin. Or running away to India on a one way ticket to Delhi because I
couldn’t face writing another hotel special offer however absolutely lovely the
wonderful website editor was.</div>
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So what am I talking about? Oh yes – SO, I shall endeavor to
schedule time for writing, in fact I shall endeavor to have a schedule at all,
and tidy my room, clear my desk, ignore the fact the landlady put frosted glass
on my window that looks out to the garden and the stream at the bottom of it
and write. About anything and everything. So I can simultaneously figure out
what it is that I’m ‘supposed’ to be writing. So that I can reconnect with my
pre-London self. With the self that loves ale and cider and warm English pubs
and people, and the cold black winter’s night air on my face at the end of a good
sit in with friends. The self that went to Bath Spa University to study Creative
Writing and has wanted to be a writer since the age of seven when she penned
the stapled-together and illustrated ‘Blak Cat’ that I can only assume was
about a black cat.</div>
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So thank you Candace, and Kash and Mike and the other
mystery people Mike said said I should write but who I still don’t actually
really believe exist. You all have a special place in my heart. And I will
allow you to drag me slowly down with you, to the pit of creative suffering
that when it is over unleashes a sense of unimaginable joy and accomplishment
(I don’t really believe that, I just said it to make you feel better). I expect
copious amounts of tea to be brought to me on a silver platter, and a good
recommendation for where I can buy a replacement blanket that is also a jumper.
Don’t tell Becky. (The jumper-blanket-thrower outer). Over. And out.</div>
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SoMiraculoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12987671768182773777noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166790355954600248.post-45380936469024288052012-10-19T08:09:00.001-07:002012-10-19T08:09:15.540-07:00Tales From My Crypt
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<span style="font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I’d like to thank a man in his 60s who I’ve never spoken to
for making me want to write on this blog again. When I had just graduated, I
was unemployed and living at my mother’s house. I was going out of my mind with
boredom and she was going out of her mind with my incessant talking and
inability to tidy up after myself. She kept asking how long exactly it was
going to be before I moved out. I told her I was going to finish my novel then
get a job. I had a go at this for a while, reached 30,000 words after three
months and gave up, tried to finish a non-fiction project instead, reached
30,000 words and gave up. But all the time I was starting projects and
stopping them, I wrote this blog. Like a sort of column that nobody really
read. Writing about the small observations I had from time to time about people
and things kept me sane. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Yesterday, I was sitting with a friend in Soho at a stupidly
early time to be sitting in a pub in Soho. As we talked about why we were both
skiving off work, and about India, where my next adventure is going to take
place and where she lived for a time, I saw a man get out of a taxi with two
lime green suitcases with blue straps across them that were identical to each
other. My friend and I talked some more. A man in his 60s had
been sitting across from us drinking beer from an
old-fashioned glass mug on his own. He’d finished his second glass and
started shuffling his things about. Taking a piece of paper from a pocket, he
placed it under his mug and started toward the top of the stairs that lead down
to the toilets. I thought this strange and stood up to take a look at the paper... </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">...it had a photo quality photo of Arnold Schwarzenegger on it and underneath was
typed ‘i’ll be back.’ Nobody else noticed. It made my day. And then I thought
back to a couple of things I had saved – </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">‘Week beginning 9<sup>th</sup>
July:<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">As I exited an
underground station, someone stood on the loose pavement slab I was standing
on, causing it to lift a little and giving me a free ‘ride.’<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">On the Bakerloo line, an
elderly man with a friar’s bald spot sat with his last two long white hairs
raised by the breeze running through the carriage.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">At Waterloo station, a
Jamaican man in his 40s was wheeling a trolley around M&S. The trolley
contained old framed portraits. There were colourful signs attached to the side of the trolley. Shop staff approached the man. He smiled
and said ‘wagwan wagwan?!’ several times. Then, ‘I’m going to a party!’ Every single member of staff was smiling
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<span style="font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">A man standing in the
gardens of a council estate block on a hill was wearing a kilt with traditional socks
as he sheared the plants at the edge of the grass. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">And so, I don’t know how
regularly I’ll write, and it’s true that I’m only writing now because the
internet is broken in my house and the only thing to do is write. But we’ll
see. I hope I will.</span><span style="font-family: Helvetica;"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
<!--EndFragment-->SoMiraculoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12987671768182773777noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166790355954600248.post-50024792592419082952011-07-25T06:19:00.000-07:002011-07-25T06:50:54.004-07:00White WeakI'm standing in the crush of people on the central line tube train toward Bond Street. Someone is holding a newspaper in front of them. The headline reads, 'Better to kill too many than not enough.' It relates to the horrific massacre in Norway in which a far-right extremist shot almost 100 people he accused of being 'multiculturalist traitors.' They were teenagers on a Labour Party summer camp.<div>I turn my head away from the direction of the paper and look through the glass I'm pressed against. A man is sitting on a seat with his little son. The man has gelled blonde hair and wears a yellow checked shirt. He's covered in tattoos, some of which look hand-drawn, which makes me think perhaps he did them in prison. All the tattoos are black outlines, faded to green. On his kneecap is written, 'SEX + DRUGS' with a wonky star underneath it and beneath that is written, 'BEER.' There is a nasty scar on the side of his knee that looks like the result of an accident which has taken some of the muscle there away. I move my eyes to look at his arms, which also have deep, long scars on them. They create spaces between tattoos of skulls and the name 'Maria.' I move my eyes to his neck and spot an England flag. 'Here we go,' I think. There is a large N next to the flag and just as I'm thinking perhaps it stands for 'Nazi,' I spot some writing on his wrist with a symbol which looks as if derived from the Christian fish symbol. 'White power,' it says. I look as his beautiful son, whose skin is untainted and hope that the tattoos on his father are from a past he cannot erase, but has forgotten. </div>SoMiraculoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12987671768182773777noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166790355954600248.post-75745694868242052612011-06-17T16:59:00.000-07:002011-06-17T17:14:24.308-07:00Rain in June MoodIt rains. What could have been the wind through trees is not. There's no movement and leaves droop with the weight of water. An oversized mac and impractical shoes, leaking onto semi-socks trudge. Trudge, trudge, trudge. Underground with wet knees and toes, umbrellas folded pass. Drips fall from lips and noses. Sit. Each person after falls heavily into empty space and sighs. Rain in June again. Wet through again.SoMiraculoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12987671768182773777noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166790355954600248.post-7025940567902348282011-05-07T08:45:00.000-07:002011-05-07T09:05:18.560-07:00BuildingI'm a bubble. Held in the air in a place with no atmosphere, spinning on an axis, tripping on the stars, occasionally I fall, and rest on rivers, borrowing more than a cliche. I'm an instrument. I feel like a projector. An aged projector which pulls up the wrong images in a presentation which has taken many hours to put together. I'm a flutter. I'm the wings of a moth beating and beating and beating. Coated in camomile, hair done up and I'm bent around my words. I'm a thesaurus not alphabetised. I'm a forcefield. Shattering metaphorical glasses with my fingertips. I'm a pianist with a keyboard instead of a piano. Making letters not notes. Building with them. Putting letters into words, tap, tap, tap. Sliding words into sentences, tap, tap tap. I float on paragraphs on seas of pages, a solid hull to safe-glide through the emptiness. An oil lamp in my hand. A blanket of belief around my shoulders, soft.SoMiraculoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12987671768182773777noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166790355954600248.post-3045272748360670092011-03-20T12:26:00.000-07:002011-03-20T13:17:38.678-07:00Top Deck N31The bus stop crowd sighs as an empty 31 rattles past on the Camden High Road. When the next arrives, the people-mass is twice as large as it would've otherwise been. I wait for everyone to board before eying up the top deck and taking my own chances. At the last minute upstairs a seat up-front becomes available. I sit down. How privileged I am to get this view of the throng of red car lights illuminated against the black night. To see the the people outside the clubs having a good time from this height. <div>Then the guy across from me pipes up. A big, bald Jamaican guy with a leather jacket and fingerless biker gloves.</div><div>"Artificial intelligence. All of you young people with your internet and your mobile phones. You're not human, you're artificial intelligence," he repeats over and over again to the window in front of him. </div><div>The man beside him widens his eyes and shrinks against the window.</div><div>The bus slowly progresses to the end of the High Road, at which point our biker says, "come out, come out, wherever you are. Who stole my youth? Who stole my youth? Be it on tube, bus, plane or train, come out, come out." He repeats this line over and over before a few more choruses about artificial intelligence.</div><div>The shrunken man catches my eye in the window reflection. He looks a bit scared. I shoot him a sympathetic glance.</div><div>At last we pull into a bus stop and with the entire top deck now watching, the biker stands up and, as he turns to leave, mutters, "Fucking two-legged wankers."</div>SoMiraculoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12987671768182773777noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166790355954600248.post-33276904659833460732011-03-01T09:18:00.000-08:002011-03-20T11:20:50.342-07:00The Waiting Game<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh6mC3B2TWqVl2PANwfyzPqNaTECjgoyV8L-GFFI0PchRBn4Jf8asgqPHso-CFvwGvnDRCqlAH6MqII7_kFxNALdVPG3ycFAeq-S6LGpOOG6KEJdv48vskcF-u72A5NSvP39mQh3KmBf54/s1600/IMG_0869.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh6mC3B2TWqVl2PANwfyzPqNaTECjgoyV8L-GFFI0PchRBn4Jf8asgqPHso-CFvwGvnDRCqlAH6MqII7_kFxNALdVPG3ycFAeq-S6LGpOOG6KEJdv48vskcF-u72A5NSvP39mQh3KmBf54/s400/IMG_0869.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5586224036375874162" /></a>SoMiraculoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12987671768182773777noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166790355954600248.post-68157860407278992832010-12-12T06:13:00.000-08:002010-12-12T06:28:12.414-08:00Boring 2010I'm fragile today. Boring 2010 can't have been Boring. An excellent day and a happy after-pub. I won't bang on about it but will quickly mention @mount_st_nobody and @thesouthpole. Their talks were sublime. And @iamjamesward, thank you - best London thing I've done in London yet. <div><br /></div><div>Some photos can be found on <a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/somiraculous/sets/72157625582129986/">my Flickr account</a></div>SoMiraculoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12987671768182773777noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166790355954600248.post-83071669117153542892010-11-24T15:29:00.000-08:002012-10-19T08:09:55.298-07:00I Thought of YouI thought of you at Piccadilly<br />
and while sitting next to an old man<br />
turning pages of <em>The Secret Life of France</em><br />
on the Jubilee<br />
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who read Lenin's biography)<br />
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I thought of you as I left<br />
the station<br />
and with each footfall to my door<br />
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And I cursed you<br />
for making me write<br />
a poem<br />
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I hate desperate poemsSoMiraculoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12987671768182773777noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166790355954600248.post-72388615241170050732010-11-11T15:29:00.000-08:002010-11-11T15:59:12.417-08:00Her Van and MineI've taken the most precious of my books with me to London. One is my friend Emily Mackie's <i>And This is True</i>. I picked it up this evening and opened it again.<div>And I read the bit that describes the van that Nevis and his father lived in. In detail. And I thought of my own van. The third-hand van my dysfunctional family and I drove around in when my parents were still together.</div><div> A white Mitsubishi. The interior beige. Different shades of beige. The front had three seats covered in broken and cracked pleather, all a pale beige. The oil was underneath the driver's seat. The radio had dials. We always had it set to Atlantic Long-Wave 252 to listen to the same limited playlist over and over - the most memorable song <i>Sunshine After The Rain</i>. The back had two MDF benches which faced each other. There was enough space for three people on each bench. There were three dark-beige dirty cushions on each. If you lifted them there was a thumb-sized hole you could lift the top of the bench with, to access the storage space beneath. </div><div> In the boot was a large rectangle of the same MDF the benches were made of. It had two further bits of MDF which meant you could make the rectangle into a table, elevated in between the benches, or lie it flat to create a double bed.</div><div>The windows in the front wound down by means of a rotating beige handle. The back windows had thumb holes in, as the benches did, so you could slide them open.</div><div>The van broke down all the time and cost loads to run - but it was lying on the cushions in the back looking up at the double-lights permeating the black night above the motorway in the summer, with the breeze on my face as the others slept, which forms my earliest memory of a journey and is the reason I keep moving. I loved it.</div>SoMiraculoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12987671768182773777noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166790355954600248.post-74186158507543419172010-10-10T14:19:00.001-07:002010-10-10T14:55:42.298-07:00"But I hate Busy Trains..."A boy holds his mother's hand on the platform at King's Cross. He's about five and his big, dark, beautiful eyes are filled with sadness as the train approaches. It's quite full. <div>"But I hate busy trains," he says, bottom lip quivering.</div><div>"It's okay," his mother says as the doors open and people file off.</div><div>There are seats and they sit down. He's still not pleased and gazes up at the map. His mother strokes his chestnut hair, which falls just above his eyebrows and takes his hand. She reassures him that it's not far to Camden Town, from where they will change. </div><div> He doesn't want to change but after some persuasion, he says, "okay." </div><div> His eyes move to the advert next to the map, "Mum, look, it says 'donate yourself', why does it say that?"</div><div>And just as she's about to explain he says, "I know what donate yourself <i>means</i>, it means give yourself to somebody else." </div><div>And then we're at Camden Town. They walk away. He doesn't look sad anymore. </div>SoMiraculoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12987671768182773777noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166790355954600248.post-31377013424865396812010-09-26T10:46:00.001-07:002010-09-26T11:16:25.254-07:00The Pope's VisitGroups of pilgrims stand in Victoria Station. African nuns wear yellow 'Papal visit 2010' bags. They look so happy. Two priests walk past me. A gold cross shines light into my eye from the breast of one, a reminder to me of the wealth of the Catholic church before I cite its symbolic meaning.<br /><br />Underground, a father is explaining to his young children that it's busy because the Pope is in London today.<br />'But daddy,' one proclaims, 'the Pope's <em>old</em>.'<br /><br />I smile as I board the tube to travel away from the epicentre.SoMiraculoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12987671768182773777noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166790355954600248.post-55470791654601205922010-09-11T16:34:00.000-07:002010-09-11T17:18:18.200-07:00Defining PC Games and Media of Old.<div>I've always been interested in the paranormal. God, ghosts, lake monsters, yetis, time portals, telekinesis and everything else 'unexplained' fascinated me from the minute I was aware of them as concepts (if a toddler can grasp the concept of God, which I suppose is not necessarily plausible).</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>This evening I was talking to <a href="http://twitter.com/oye_billy">@oye_billy</a> on Twitter and I brought up a PC game I loved as a kid. I had to look it up. It was based on <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sam_&_Max">Sam & Max</a>, comic book characters created by Steve Purcell in the late 80s (I'm an 80s kid). The game was called <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sam_%26_Max_Hit_the_Road"><em>Sam & Max Hit the Road</em></a> and I loved it because they went across America solving mysteries in weird places. Like at the giant ball of yarn.<img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 256px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5515809051273392610" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj_julkWvxUpu5kjaINXMeWPEkm92v2XNmmOCQHlN4mOExiXu93_WBuW4ZJxe1W-Q9LhfRTPsrg4ndIejs95bpjTi_gBiL2OXs_bK2pOnUVndg_pGlLc_XborD20ze82i_piNNb_4hYUQs/s320/Sam_&_Max_Hit_the_Road_artwork.jpg" /></div><br /><div></div><br /><div>Another game I played, again on the PC, was 'WeiRd.' In this game you went through various levels solving puzzles and reading about things like the woman with asthma, which for some reason caused her breasts to glow blue. The game was a place of different dimensions that were fantastically designed, from holes that descended miles underground with stories to unearth as you went down, to labs and misty mazes. It was magnificent.</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>I even enjoyed the Goosebumps PC game, <em>One Day At Horrorland</em> which was neither cool nor magnificent.</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>On TV, <em>The X-Files</em> was a seven-year-old revelation. From the first episode I found my mother watching in our living room (Mulder running a tooth through a supermarket check-out and alien code screwing the system) to the the hole in the smoking man's windpipe near the end. </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>And with a backdrop of <a href="http://www.forteantimes.com/"><em>Fortean Times</em></a> <em>Magazine</em> from the age of eleven, all these things were absorbed with a lot of love. Yet somehow I still don't think I've turned out as a geek. Not really. </div>SoMiraculoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12987671768182773777noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166790355954600248.post-19506079583605721472010-09-07T12:48:00.000-07:002012-10-19T08:10:30.601-07:00No One's Infallible<div>
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And then I was told there was no tube from Paddington. The tube trains may have been running but if they weren't running from where I was it was no use.<br />
I asked for help. A friendly Transport-helper-person (I've no official name to hand) told me to get the 205 bus from outside. Lovely, I thought as I bounded to the bus stop full of hope.<br />
I was greeted by this at the bus stop:<br />
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But it was alright... at least I wasn't a doctor or other important integral cog in London's Big Ben... or something.<br />
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SoMiraculoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12987671768182773777noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166790355954600248.post-3737122467295009282010-09-06T09:01:00.000-07:002010-09-06T09:04:16.339-07:00The Tube Strike Won't Affect My Train TravelMonday morning and typing ‘tube’ into Google brings up ‘tube strike’ as the second most searched for tube related thing after ‘map.’ BBC news is tops in the results with advice to, ‘take an alternative way of getting home’<br /><br />TfL have allowed ‘Around a hundred extra buses, escorted bike rides, marshalled taxi ranks, and capacity for 10,000 more journeys on the river.’ <br /><br />On Twitter people seem more annoyed about the Guardian’s ‘obvious’ headline, ‘Tube strike to cause mass disruption across London.’ Some are excited about having an excuse to cycle and @<a href="http://twitter.com/therealmilesyuk">therealmilesyuk</a> is: ‘Secretly a bit looking forward to London anarchy caused by tube strike.’<br /><br />Royal Maritime and Transport (RMT) and the Transport Salaried Staffs Association (TSSA), (maintenance and engineering staff) go on strike at 5pm today, and other RMT and TSSA Tube staff, ‘including station staff and some drivers’, begin at 9pm. They’re facing 800 job cuts because of Oyster card success – In a similar vein to supermarket staff who’ve been replaced by self-service check-outs and cinemas where you only need your bank card to pick up tickets. <br />I’m particularly interested in the words ‘some drivers.’ The strike is predominantly maintenance and engineering staff, so I’m thinking ‘most drivers’ will still be driving my tube trains.<br /><br /><br />In fact I’m willing to bet on it. I currently commute from Bristol to London. I get into Paddington then take the tube to work. At the end of the day, I take the tube back to Paddington. Miss the last train and I’m in a bit of a predicament.<br />I can’t ride a bike back (I can ride a bike…I just don’t have one). I haven’t worked out what buses to use. Oh, and it’s my brother’s birthday so I want to get his present to him. The BBC may think me an ‘irresponsible traveller.’ Let’s see if they’re right tomorrow.SoMiraculoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12987671768182773777noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166790355954600248.post-8208038215094933452010-08-28T13:43:00.000-07:002010-08-28T14:20:20.376-07:00FlailHe said I could call anytime<br />I was starting to fall for him<br />he can not reciprocate<br />it would get messy<br />I'd get hurt<br />I ranSoMiraculoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12987671768182773777noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166790355954600248.post-90439070741496310662010-08-08T05:48:00.000-07:002010-08-08T07:28:59.265-07:00Thank You.<a href="http://www.facebook.com/hannahgreenslade?ref=sgm"></a>It's been a tough year. In our last week at Bath Spa we were given a PowerPoint presentation on how many companies were shedding staff because of the recession. Pages of text crammed together. The text just company name after company name.<br />They told us the stigma attached to signing on no longer existed. Encouraged us to do it. Or leave the country.<br />I moved home. I volunteered for Oxjam for three months, which I'd recommend to anyone for meeting lovely people and getting experience while raising money for a good cause. I went to Copenhagen for the Climate Summit. I wrote 20,000 words or so of my novel. I put months of effort into applying for an internship I didn't get. I volunteered again for a community based project.<br />And then I started to get scared. To grow increasingly morose. My family were beginning to believe I'd become a loser. Many of my school friends were in the same boat. We sat in pubs in the rain (it may not have been raining but it adds effect) with furrowed brows, scraping the barrel for mutual support.<br />Then I applied for a dream job. Combining everything I love. Travel, writing, social media, video and photography. I went to an interview and gave everything I had.<br /><br />And I got the job.<br /><br />So I'd like to say thank you.<br /><br />Thank you to my friends and family for helping me to keep my chin up. Thank you to the many kind people on twitter who have given me support over this year. To Ed. To the two train bloggers Jools and David. Thank you to my tutor Joe, travel writer extraordinaire. Thank you to my friends at Waterstone's past and present. To my old housemates. To my mother, with her boundless love and patience, in spite of being one of the most impatient people I know. To my sisters and brother, not least for helping me make videos. My father. To Kate, whose sofa has been a constant comfort and who has allowed me to become a secondary housemate. To my school friends (Lara, Roxy, Ju, thanks for the cameos). To my grandad, who commented on my application even though he doesn't know what social media is. Who told me I was the best.<br /><br />To those of you who joined my Facebook groups: Hannah, Tom H, Holly T, Holly W, Leslie, Steve, Ellie, Carly, Katie M, Loralei, Jenny, Gina, Kyam, Laura J, Diego, Sam W, Ruby, Katie P, Tanja, Kimberley, Adam, Amy, Emily G, Emily M, Ella C, Cherry, Annie M, Fran, Becky, Steph, Maria, Mel, Jessi, Rachel B, Shaun, Ed, Greg, Antonia, Nathan, Kwojo, Alice C, Richard, Jalon, Lucy, Olivia, Katherine, Dave, Thea C, Henry, Charlene, Lara, Justin, Tom A, Lu (my wonderful mother), Ben, Ella P, Nieves, Elena, Thom, Daniel, Fikir, Roxanne, Jools, Sian, Kate, Natassia, Lee, Owen, Joe, Fred, James, Annie McG.<br /><br />To everyone.<br /><br />Thank you.SoMiraculoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12987671768182773777noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166790355954600248.post-66840751272655113702010-08-08T04:22:00.000-07:002012-10-19T08:10:50.834-07:00Don't Give Up.I'm thinking about the representation of women in the media, again. There are several reasons. Firstly everyone who still has a television will probably have seen the Sure ad. It features Alexandra Burke, the winner of X-factor a couple of years ago. At the beginning of the advert I think she looks quite beautiful. Then they fire make-up all over her face and stick her on a stage and she looks far less beautiful. And I guess as their target audience I'm supposed to aspire to the latter Burke.<br />
I went to a bar in Bath last night and saw swathes of women walking around in strapless dresses which only just skimmed the underneath of their buttocks. Nearly all of them were wearing impossibly high heels. I wondered at what point women collectively decided they needed to look like this. Would men cease to want to sleep with them if they wore something slightly more flattering? Of course not.<br />
I think a sketch on That Mitchell and Webb Look - Women Sort Yourselves Out<br />
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highlights these issues pointedly.<br />
And it's the way women talk about each other as well. In Mean Girls there's a brilliant scene where Tina Fey says to an audience of high school girls: 'you all have got to stop calling each other sluts and whores. It just makes it OK for guys to call you sluts and whores.'<br />
How many times have you heard Camilla Parker Bowles referred to as a horse? And what does Charles get? Big ears... If someone told me I had a big nose I'd say 'Yes?' because I do have a quite a prominent nose. But call me equine-features and you're insulting me as a person.<br />
How many unattractive male actors and comedians can you name? And female?<br />
Feminism has achieved a lot - but it's painful to hear people still taking the man-hating whinging woman perspective as its face. Feminism in the original sense is about striving for equality while celebrating differences. I'm still waiting for all women to be celebrated by all women and men for who they are, not what they look like.SoMiraculoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12987671768182773777noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166790355954600248.post-10942025936479453642010-07-27T01:33:00.000-07:002010-07-27T01:38:19.918-07:00When All Your Peers Start Wearing Suits.You're looking on your homepage (because you have the time)<br />Another classmate wears a suit and tie and smiles<br />Another update tells you how much another kid loves their job<br />And you sit there and think, I don't want to pretend.<br />I don't want to wear polyester.<br />I hate polyester.SoMiraculoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12987671768182773777noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166790355954600248.post-41674732540451717542010-07-16T14:01:00.000-07:002010-07-16T14:09:50.625-07:00Trainspotter Wanted<p><object width="480" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/fqKCn3kscwM&hl=en_US&fs=1"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/fqKCn3kscwM&hl=en_US&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="480" height="385"></embed></object></p><p> </p><p>I'm applying for a seriously cool job and have made this video as part of the process. </p>SoMiraculoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12987671768182773777noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166790355954600248.post-20612437643974831402010-07-13T08:39:00.000-07:002010-07-13T09:28:08.682-07:00An InvitationI am applying for a job. It relates to social media and trains. I have created a Facebook group <a href="http://bit.ly/bpxYQy">here</a> where you can share train related photographs, drawings, or ideas which I can then use in an application video I am in the process of putting together. If you need help with a project you may be working on in return (as long as it doesn't involve medical experimentation) I might be able to help you out.SoMiraculoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12987671768182773777noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166790355954600248.post-25723124033209842492010-07-01T07:19:00.000-07:002010-07-01T07:31:19.165-07:00EggsThere are some boys (they must still be boys) who drive around Bristol with boxes of eggs. Not because they're delivering eggs to the egg-less. These eggs are for throwing at innocent passers-by.<br />I was hit a couple of years ago by the Arches on Gloucester Rd. It felt like someone had punched me really hard in the side (although I've never actually been punched in the side so this is mere conjecture).<br /> Last night I went out to meet some friends. We were standing outside the Golden Lion when there was a noise from behind us. I felt two spots of moisture on my feet, the guy next to me asked what had happened. There was nothing there. Then I spotted part of an eggshell.<br /> "It was an egg, look," I pointed.<br /> "Where is it?" he asked.<br /> We couldn't see the rest of the egg. I looked myself over, he looked himself over. There was nothing on us. Then someone sitting at the table pointed to the guy's pint glass. The rest of the egg was suspended in his cider. Benedict style.<br />We were stunned. Although I hate the pricks who throw eggs, I couldn't help but be impressed.<br />Then, as I was walking past the RSPCA shop later, alone, I nearly jumped out of my skin as an egg obviously intended to hit me smashed against the glass of the shop window. With that my momentary respect faded.SoMiraculoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12987671768182773777noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166790355954600248.post-68548321954329874662010-06-28T07:46:00.000-07:002010-06-28T08:08:58.627-07:00My Sister and Cocktails.<div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgcv8Xe1Av2y2gWbGaGFidRtwRiomSRLoupyX8Mp4ivz7Zc_zWFv_k66Pjxnx91zD6CKSDHPN4SZIrGrtorT_o1rfKEZv7aVtE84qXcCTvg0Ay1telABxL34U53iRmruMhk2HvRLiWfu-8/s1600/Johnlennon.JPG"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 240px; FLOAT: left; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5487836267096276674" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgcv8Xe1Av2y2gWbGaGFidRtwRiomSRLoupyX8Mp4ivz7Zc_zWFv_k66Pjxnx91zD6CKSDHPN4SZIrGrtorT_o1rfKEZv7aVtE84qXcCTvg0Ay1telABxL34U53iRmruMhk2HvRLiWfu-8/s320/Johnlennon.JPG" /></a><br />When my sister comes home from London she tells me to bleach my moustache.</div><div><br /></div><div>Then she insists we go shopping. This involves her telling me everything I choose is horrendous while she tries on sunglasses and says: Do I look like John Lennon?</div><div><br /></div><div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh2c2GMVYQSV7Rr_FXTwLOkzGsi1JHTRXqMdL6UD6EKzunw_hzCnzJrsqyqJxYd5NCsehzNDyG-cJsAOwEd7O34CSA7rjJd9iN-F2EhqtOAj_p1APrK_4IeHEaKepG7AaF5hArI2okPApk/s1600/Teeth.JPG"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; WIDTH: 320px; FLOAT: right; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5487838134954084002" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh2c2GMVYQSV7Rr_FXTwLOkzGsi1JHTRXqMdL6UD6EKzunw_hzCnzJrsqyqJxYd5NCsehzNDyG-cJsAOwEd7O34CSA7rjJd9iN-F2EhqtOAj_p1APrK_4IeHEaKepG7AaF5hArI2okPApk/s320/Teeth.JPG" /></a><br /><br /><br /></div><div>Thankfully, she has a lovely friend called Ella who came along with us on the most recent outing (last week). </div><div> After an HOUR AND A HALF in H&M the pair were distracted by Arm & Hammer giving away free toothpaste. They were not even ashamed to try it out (even though Ella looks a bit ashamed in this photograph).</div><div></div><div></div><div> When we had been out for far too long I decided going for a cocktail was an alright thing to do, as it was the evening. My friend put together what I believe is a variation on an 'eggy-weggy,' while I laughed at names like 'Knob' on some expensive bottles. </div><div> Some bartenders don't have a taste for this kind of humour. But I know my friend was laughing inside. I walked home afterwards via another bar then went on twitter after I'd had too many gins. I courted celebrities, one of whom kindly laughed at my sister's joke concerning high-sixing people from the Forest of Dean.<br /></div><div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhpEFNk-dw5QbhwW8C7w7WIm5OJzCiG0GOWn0rNAnm1v9qmPisJeYTLLeEVtfM0Qadt2zhZHqcjsQvJ6SgEpzd3ApAE82wRxsIUDjMU9TdVz8ZRT3foB_YTtMBsasBg9SEu83_rh_aScLY/s1600/Eggy+Weggy.JPG"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 320px; FLOAT: left; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5487836841708078210" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhpEFNk-dw5QbhwW8C7w7WIm5OJzCiG0GOWn0rNAnm1v9qmPisJeYTLLeEVtfM0Qadt2zhZHqcjsQvJ6SgEpzd3ApAE82wRxsIUDjMU9TdVz8ZRT3foB_YTtMBsasBg9SEu83_rh_aScLY/s320/Eggy+Weggy.JPG" /></a><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgXObOT85urkMIME1aLmWAkkohVFoDYHtBB-nitDQ2uiR4L5H_NA1fG31x0z100rUUxZSXqgpUFB8fhVCCRoANnuA2ApOO19mqv2uf1g3rw6Z5JlHpz4bnxZqZS9Y6cRnIABRImw_aez2k/s1600/Eggyweggy2.JPG"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; WIDTH: 240px; FLOAT: right; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5487837125286809042" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgXObOT85urkMIME1aLmWAkkohVFoDYHtBB-nitDQ2uiR4L5H_NA1fG31x0z100rUUxZSXqgpUFB8fhVCCRoANnuA2ApOO19mqv2uf1g3rw6Z5JlHpz4bnxZqZS9Y6cRnIABRImw_aez2k/s320/Eggyweggy2.JPG" /></a></div>SoMiraculoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12987671768182773777noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166790355954600248.post-28064818782283617792010-05-26T11:42:00.000-07:002010-05-26T12:36:28.352-07:00Ode to a Pie (and a Thali).I've been eating <a href="http://www.pieminister.co.uk/#/our-food">Pieminister</a> pies for a few years now, in fact I even did a three month stint working on their stall at the fake beach in Bristol a couple of summers ago. I still have the T-shirt. I've just returned from their shop on Stokes Croft full of Chicken of Aragon. And the best bit is the ethics. It's all free range.<br /><br />Another favourite is my nearest <a href="http://www.thethalicafe.co.uk/">Thali Cafe</a> in Montpelier. They've just opened a new one in Clifton and I think it'll be the first restaurant at the top of Hensman's hill to actually be successful. <img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 240px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5475662337607294994" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEis9bZMFq9pqB9Q9eQslx2BW2c0dv9BfWIlOKYF5vbBiOgcvOm5g8A4hF7CPRTYt_mpWm8B5z2f6IAdK7am8WQyLfWTt4yt3uSv-gX4DNZWxtNJUS_biIgt_BEAy7U0i2QGNv_iHnGyJPo/s320/snowthali.JPG" />On my menu this weekend past was a note explaining that the chicken was free range and the fish sourced responsibly. Both places make fantastic food at incredibly reasonable prices (the pie mash and 'groovy' I just had was £5.50). At a point in time where we can't really afford to ignore the damage farming is doing to the environment, it gives me hope to see that change is possible. If they can do it, I don't see why everyone else can't. Let's take greater steps toward re-localising the food production and farming responsibly...<br /><br />Have a look at the Thali Cafe's more eloquent explanation <a href="http://www.thethalicafe.co.uk/Our-Beliefs.php">here.</a>SoMiraculoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12987671768182773777noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3166790355954600248.post-87179218579533841852010-05-14T07:39:00.000-07:002010-05-14T07:40:25.877-07:00Bradt's Travel Writing Competition - The Original and Still the Best.<a title="Vote for my travel writing entry on GeckoGo!" href="http://www.geckogo.com/bradt/travel-writing/MJB6.html"><img src="http://www.geckogo.com/ui/media/bradt-contest/geckogo-travel-writing-contest-badge.png" /></a>SoMiraculoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12987671768182773777noreply@blogger.com0